Reality

So things a pretty hard at the moment but i'm pushing through.
I'm still at a loss at how amazingly nice people can be!
I got off my lazy bum and actually washed my car and then realized I haven't named her yet.
The Saddle road is actually a wonderful drive.
I can't paint, I can't draw, and I can't take photos at the mo. Whats the matter with me!?
Church is full of such beautiful people.
I want to get away, even for a bit.
I drink way too much coffee.
I'm going to sleep in tomorrow morning.
I wish there was someone to give me a hug right now - hugs are healthy.
Music is best when it's LOUD.
So nervous about Tuesday, how could I let everything come to this.
I have to be happier, I think people are getting sick of 'moody-me'. I know I am.
I miss my brother.
It's too easy to cry.
I love bright red lipstick.
I want to veg and watch 'Cry Baby' or 'Pretty Women' or both. Yeah both. Both is good.
I need to stop spending money on food.
'Downton Abbey' is actually a really good TV series.
I really need to go to the Library.
Home is no longer a sanctuary, I want it to be next year already so I can get away from here.
Lady Gaga's out of it, but thats why I admire her.
Sunday's go way too fast.