It's Totally Cool!

It's cool hanging out with firends,
Especially when they listen.
It's cool meeting new people,
Especially when their so keen to share their experiences.
It's cool when you acompish something,
Especially when you put so much effort into it.
It's cool talking serious,
Especially when you can laugh your head off at he same time.
It's cool just living, and knowing that things are just going to work out.
It's been a good couple of days =)

"ex, oh, ex, oh" vs "dash, dash, dash"

Words or scilence?

When is nothing too much?

Sometimes i'm full to bursting and sometimes there is just empty lonliness. I crave one and find relief in the other.

Dear God, It's me again. I think I would really like a happy medium right now, just because.

Lots of love from, me. xoxo

Me Being Me and He Being He

Yes, i'm new to it all, but I think that maybe I really do believe that He listens.
And I think that's a big step for me... Are you following?
Sometimes He aggravates me, and sometimes we don't see quite eye to eye, but hes patient I believe. And i'm learning.

Because I am me and He is He and we are one and the same.

Waiting for 'Happening'

Why do we wait?
Waiting for someone.
Waiting for an answer.
For the phone to ring.
For the bus.
For dinner.
For an inspiration.
It honestly never stops. There doesn't seem to be moment in which we aren't unconsciously waiting for something.
Sometimes I just want to yell "STOP" and maybe the earth might stop spinning for a second - if the world stopped turning then there would be nothing to wait for because nothing would be moving and that would give me some time to catch up. Or maybe the worlds not moving fast enough? If the world was on fast forward, then maybe there would be less waiting and more "happening" in my life.

But that's just stupid.

If the world stopped, then i'd stop too. And if it were in fast forward then surely I would be as well, and that would mean life would pass on as normal. How do I know that time just didn't stop a moment ago and how do I know that where not is fast forward at this very moment.

So i'll just keep on waiting...

Winter Wonderland

Yes it was cold, yes I am still freezing my butt off, but damn I LOVE snow!!!
Quite a shock to the system after coming back from Singapore, wind, rain, the whole shebang and then - que, the snow!!! Wow, first time it's actually snowed at our place and lots of it, too.

I honeslty think we have one of the best views from our place, it's quite a treat to see it sugar coated. =)

Mad @_@ ? or Mad >=( ?

Ahhh, the wonders of the male teenage mind.... yeah, i don't get it...

My Brother
Age: 16
Interests: Nothing (unless you count computers and girls)
Occupation: An absolute and utter moron.

I suppose most of you would say, "yeah, it's just fase, it'll pass", and I suppose I can't say much, seeing as i'm only 19 and just leaving the years of madness myself. But me and my brother are tight well at least we were  until he decided that there are more important things then family. OK, whatever, fine, why should we even give a damn about you either, if everything else is more important then us then why bother coming home.

GRRRR! he makes me so MAD!!!

Damn, i'm so happy to be leaving next year so I don't have to deal with this shit!

OK, sorry about that little rave, but hes really hurting my feelings and I know that makes me sound like a wingy brat but hey, I can't help it, hes my brother and he used to be one of my best friends but a lot has changed over the past few years and I would more likley stamp on his foot then give him hug.

Aaaand their they go again - families fighting again *Overdramatic Sigh*

Laters People

Pretty Much Awesome

I have a plan!!!
...errr... what?
It's true! I totally know what I wanna do.
you have got to be shittin' me...
No, really, the chance of me changing my mind is like this much: [  ]  - and thats not much.
It's true people, i'm applying for a 'Bachelor of Applied Visual Imaging' for next year... wow, that makes me sound almost smart :D! Honestly, i've been filling out forms, looking up hostels blah blah blah, sounds heniously and crimanally boring but it means that, yes, i'm actually getting somewhere and thats enough to make me happy!
I'm so excited, you have no idea! I'm finally getting away from home, baby!!! And thats a total relief.
So yeah, feeling pretty much awesome right now

Art

ArT iS aN eMoTiOn

AnD wHaT i CrEaTe...

iS mY iNvEnTiOn

That Mystical New Age Crap

Have you ever heard of Aura's? The coloured light around people. yeah, I know, it's all that mystical new age crap and i'd totally agree with that, except i've been able to see them since I was eight. The colours are all suppose to mean different things, but i've never really cared about the meaning, infact I don't try to see the colours around other people because if you think about it, it can be very private or intamate (sometimes I slip up though, but who dosent). The otherday I was having wonderful and horrible day and there was so much on my mind, when I got home I lay down on my bed and cried for ages (cause a good cry makes everyone feel better) and then I stared at my hand and the light was blue.

Parsnip

Greetings to all those who even bother to read this. Yes, it is I, the one who keeps stuffing up... yep, that one that just fell on her face yet again. I know what your thinking, "wow, what a loser" and really I don't blame you, but please, you don't even know the facts, if you did, you'd be thinking "woah, heck! What an epic loser above all losers!!! But hey, at least I can admit i've stuffed up.

Aaaanyway, whats new - not much - we pulled a MASSIVE parsnip out of the garden yesterday, the lambs escaped yet again so they've been put under high security- electrice fences, camers, gaurds pattroling with rifles, the whole shebang. I'm reading Harry Potter .... again, never get tired of it though, it really is the best book ever written. And tomorrow is church!!! yay, really excited cause I haven't been for the past three weeks because we were in Singapore, damn, I miss everyone soooo much.

alrighty, so sorry about the emo posts of late and remember to look both ways before crossing the road.

Oh, and a little word from Bruno Mars (just because the songs stuck in my head) : "cause your amazing, just the way you are" :D

Home Sweet Home

Wow, what a trip! I can truthfully say that i'm physically and mentally exhausted! And, although I had an absolutely amazing time, the best part for me was coming home.
Yup, the wedding was so sweet and sooo romantic. David and my cousin Lesley make the perfect couple, and it was so cool meeting David's family, they are from Italy and they all have awesome accents. And Lesley looked so beautiful!!
Of course, I never heard the last of my Nan telling me how skinny I was, so annoying - "Li, li, li" all the bloody time which means "Eat, eat ,eat". All my aunts also have a compulsion of getting as much food into me as they can too, "so skinny" they keep telling me. oh come on, i'm really not that bad!!! ok, so the food really is brilliant there. =)
And I went to "Universal Studios" on Sentosa Island with my cousins, wow, pretty much the coolest theme park i've ever been too!
Anyway, theres about a million and one other things I could say about Singapore right now, but I'm really cold and really tired, early night for me I think.
Laters