Cold Porridge

Time to change it all I think. It's my life and I can colour it whatever colour I want. Yeah I'm bloody nervous, but it can't be thay bad can it? I mean, how will I know if I don't try, right? I don't think God intended any of us to stand still, to stay where we knew it was safe. We were made to take risks. What good came to those who built walls around themselves? It turned them to custard, thats what it did and I for one do not feel like being somebody elses dessert, thats already happened far too often. No! I don't want to be wimpy me anymore, thats degrading. This time I will not let the opportunity slide me by, I will not abandon the responsiblity that He granted me, I'm going to be the firend that I'm suppose to be and i'm going to work hard even if my job does seem a bit 'bleh!'. Thats my focus, and all I can hope is that everything else will just fall into place the way it's suppose to. Dark rings under your eyes and cold porridge is for people without hope, I don't want to be one of those anymore.