Sunday, 17 July 2011

It's Achient History

So, yesterday we arrived in Auckland, well actually, Orewa - just north of Auckland. And at first I was really excited, I mean, this was where I lived for three years and I was going to catch up with some old friends. And not just any old friends, either. These are the people who saved me when I first arrived at OC, I was adopted into the most wacked up group in school and I was proud of it! Oh, back in the days of 'Rocky Horror' and fancy dress tea parties *dramatic sigh*... hmm, you'd think that i'd be excited to be back... boy, was I wrong.
Have you ever taken a trip down memory lane and you realise (infact it's so blatanly obvious) that your the one whos changed and then you feel bad about it becuase you know they were expecting someone else.
We met up at around six that evening and walked down to Mc D's, and I found that I just couldn't talk to them like used too, it's really sad because they were a great bunch of friends.
I woke up angry and pissed off this morning, we drove round town and saw some old places, but all I really wanted to do was go home, DV is where I belong (I can say that with a smile). Anyway, I think God's been leaving some (not too obvious) clues that maybe it's time to let go, i've moved heaps of times and met heaps of people and if theres one thing i'm horrible at, it's letting go of achient history... well i'm going to try.

So off to Singapore tomorrow, my cousins already invited me to see Harry Potter with her, so i'm really excited - shes a darling and I wish you could all meet her. I still need to sort out shoes for the wedding. Looking forward to seeing 'Little India'. Not looking forward to a ten hour flight. Hoping to get an awesome digital SLR camera. And thats pretty much the low down on my life right now.

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